Friday, April 04, 2003
we drove the car to the top of the parking ramp
on the 4th of july
we sat out on the hood with a couple of warm beers and watched the fireworks
explode in the sky
and there was an exodus of birds from the trees
cuz they didnt know we were only pretending
and the people all looked up, and looked pleased
and the birds flew around like the whole world was ending
and i don't think war is noble
and i don't like to think love is like war
but i gotta big hot cherry bomb, and i want to slip it through the mail slot
of your front door
now you can't leave me here
i've got your back now
you'd better have mine
cause you say the coast is clear
but you say that all the time
so many sheep i quit counting
sleepless and embarrassed about the way that i feel
trying to make mole hills out of mountains
building base camp at the bottom of a really big deal
did i ever tell you how i stopped eating
when you stopped calling me
and i was cramped up shitting rivers for weeks
and pretending that i was finally free
don't leave me here
yeah now that your back
you'd better stay this time
cause you say the coast is clear
but you say that all the time
we drove the car to the top of the parking ramp,
on the 4th of july
and i planted my dusty boots on the bumper and sat out on the hood,
and looked up at the sky
-ani
posted by Alison 2:16 AM
all i listen to these days is bad pop and too much hip hop.
it makes me want to kill music.
posted by Alison 1:41 AM
Wednesday, April 02, 2003
GRR. SO ANGRY ALL THE TIME.
posted by Alison 11:32 PM
Monday, March 31, 2003
shit; "you can do it (put your ass into it)" has gotta be one of the greatest songs to dance to in the history of the world.
it's so good.
christ.
posted by Alison 12:26 AM
Sunday, March 30, 2003
Really weird dreams lately. The other night it was a large guillotine and small children, then hiding friends from the KKK. Last night was better; I was reading some really long and trippy comic written by Avrum and just before I read the final line, the punchline, Kate looks into my face and says "oh my god.." and starts touching my face in certain places. First my chin, on the left, then just in front of my right ear. As if I had weird deformities there no one had told me. Maybe it's just my brain that's deformed. But it's nice to dream again, even if they're kind of horrifying. Wow... what a great week for my parents to leave me alone. Everyone drop by unexpectedly - I'll have beer.
posted by Alison 1:56 PM
