Saturday, June 21, 2003
too awake for sleeping.
too angry for blogging.
i hate everyone, and everyone hates everyone. so that's basically what it came down to tonight.
i hate that everyone hates everyone... but there's nothing i can do anymore.
bad dreams of my sister trying to kill herself.
wanted to cry for four days... don't know why!
I'm trying to download "geek usa" but my transfer rate is 1.62 Kb/s. Boo.
Graduated, but still sober.
This is a fuck.
Punch me in the face.
posted by Alison 2:33 AM
Friday, June 20, 2003
you cry out loud "it isn't fair!"
but it isn't anything
here's my night, before i forget.
alison: "why were you wearing togas?"
andrew and mishi IN UNISON: "because it was TOGA NIGHT!"
and me to the Knights
"you sure smell pretty..."
brian (my co-trumpeteer)
"they smell WEIRD."
(cuz they wear cologne to cover the smell of medieval knight sweat. it's true.)
i steal your drink, you wrestle me for it.
I really like Callum Jennings.
posted by Alison 2:57 AM
Tuesday, June 17, 2003
You don't say much, friend, but when you do it's short and to the point and for that I salute you.
-O Brother Where Art Thou?
posted by Alison 12:26 AM
Monday, June 16, 2003
Stupid telephone woke me up at 8.48am. Now it's 9.33 and I have nothing to do. I have a families exam tomorrow, but my textbook is at school. Ms. Hayden told me on Friday that she'd tell me what chapters to read for the exam... and she didn't. I had a dream that all my marks dropped to a 73. Actually, if that were to happen, my OAC average would still be a 77, so I would probably stay admitted to Dal... but STILL! Hey, I just realized that I couldn't calculate my average in my dream and the calculator kept fucking up (I got really angry) and it's a lot like in Waking Life when he says that all electronics don't really work anymore. Same deal! Huh.
posted by Alison 10:36 AM
Fact: the chocolate I bought in Ottawa gets better with every passing day.
Fact: I <3 vanessa, cuz .. well, cuz of things like "fact."
posted by Alison 12:25 AM
Sunday, June 15, 2003
I was reading Dilbert (we have a book... it appeared in the upstairs bathroom where the other comics are, magically, about a month ago...) and it made me wonder where countries get their names. I mean, I understand why Canada is named Canada (because everyone has seen those history moments... wooo!) but like why is France France? (In the strip they wanted to rename it Dogbert cuz he donated a billion dollars to the UN.) Maybe I should read more history books and less Dilbert, but I honestly don't think that sort of thing is included. Callum makes me laugh when he tells me stories and says "like" too many times in them. Particularly the one about him and Bennett being an hour late for soccer, and then blaming their team for losing because they didn't wait for the two of them ("no, like, guys, like, i just think if you, like, had waited for me and Ben, like, seriously, like, we would've won, like, cuz you started the game an hour early, like, really..."). We went down to Kensington and Callum had new levi's and we noted the trendiness of... everything in our life. ("I feel like a member of Nickelback in these pants.") But we saw Rainbow, my lover, who needs a haircut, unfortunately, but is still... MY LOVER... and I bought a t-shirt that says "Coalition of Black Trade Unionists" and has an image of two black hands shaking. It's yellow. I've spent the last two days in the sun and it makes me sleepy and stupid. Like dwarves.
posted by Alison 8:01 PM
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Why should I not publish my diary? I have often seen reminiscences of people I have never even heard of, and I fail to see - because I do not happen to be a 'Somebody' - why my diary should not be interesting. My only regret is that I did not commence it when I was a youth.
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